Sunday, February 11, 2007

A Realisation

Today in a conversation with a friend, she kinda forced me to realise how much I seem to be missing out in life........... What I find odd is not what she said............... but, how far she was able to convince me with such a small collection of words.................

These past few years my circle of good friends has grown increasingly smaller owing to quite a few of them moving away................. These days meeting up with anyone, close or far has become an ordeal of sorts............ Not because I don't want to meet up with them............ It's just that life seems to have taken a turn, and entered a long and wide lane, a loner's path, if I may call it so. The width of the lane making it very difficult to change direction........... to cross paths with anyone.......... It is a feeling not unlike that which astronauts might feel in zero gravity........... Apart from the fact that this definitely seems to be far more restrictive.................. Leaving you clawing at nothing..............With nothing around you that you could possibly use to jettison yourself towards better regions....................

Hopefully, this situation will change for the better............. Hopefully, I'll be able to emulate and imbibe some of her outlook............. But the change, though required greatly, probably won't be visible anytime in the near future................. Only time might tell..................

3 comments:

  1. Anunay boy, take it easy on yourself...Not knowing what you want is often a blessing. It allows you to explore without preconceived notions... Enjoy the journey and the destination shall arrive.

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  2. ummm..yea,i guess once u leave school it becums damn tough to keep in touch oblivious to the fact of how close frnds u were wid them in school... but u chillax!!

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  3. @Ashesh : Guess what??!!! I am taking it easy.... Cause had I actually been trying to do something about this stuff.... Something would already have been there to show....!! Will ponder on your words as well though.......

    @♥Μőήιсå♥ : Will give your wise words some thought......

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